Please

The words slowly leave my lips ,
His face overcoming with shock & disgust ,
Please … I … Love..
PLEASE he says , Don’t do this ,
My mind screams How DARE you mock me,
As if my insides aren’t turning,
As if my pride hasn’t been chewed,
Spit out and STOMPED on ,
All for , All for YOUR love !?
But… But why my lips slowly utter
Why can’t I get this chance ,
Why Cant we start fresh
His face once again over come
With more shock more disgust
As if I am a bug who insides have been exposed
Why? He asks why what ? There’s NOTHING to discuss,
The words hitting me like fists
Painful blows to my body
My soul , My HEART
Salty hot tears take over my aching face
There’s nothing to do but cry
Cry like a newborn child missing its mother,
Please I cry , Please… Don’t do this .